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I Don't Love You, Like I Loved You, Yesterday...

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2008, 2:11 PM
  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Survivalism - NIN (Stupid computer... DX)
  • Reading: All the craaaaaap.....
  • Watching: The emotes act hyper...
  • Playing: With the idea of throwing my computer outside...
  • Eating: Nothing...
  • Drinking: Nothing...
_RULES_
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on SHUFFLE
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Put this on your journal




1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?


17 Ghosts II - Nine Inch Nails
...
What? :XD:

2. How would you describe yourself?


10 Ghosts II - Nine Inch Nails

Seriously, WTF? :|

3. What do you like in a guy?


Can't Buy Me Love - The Beatles

Yosh! :aww:

4. How do you feel today?


I Feel Fine - The Beatles

O.o I don't really feel fine... >.>

5. What is your life's purpose?

Taxman - The Beatles

:lmao: Pay your taxes, n00bs! :XD:

6. What is your motto?


Meet Your Master - Nine Inch Nails

:giggle: Pay your taxes or Meet Your Master!

I have to wonder if my Media Player is broke... so far it's been playing just Beatles and NIN... :confused:

My whole life can't revolve around those two bands! :noes:

7. What do your friends think of you?

15 Ghosts II - Nine Inch Nails

...
My Windows Media Player is trying to make me look like an A$$-Hat.
-.-'

8. What do you think of your parents?


Not The Doctor - Alanis Morissette

...
Mom worked in a hospital once, but she wasn't a doctor or nurse. :|

9. What do you think about very often?


1 Ghosts I - Nine Inch Nails

Stupid thing... :explosion:

10. What is 2 + 2?

Got To Get You Into My Life - Beatles

... Yeah, I'm good at math. B-)

11. What do you think of your best friend?


No Excuses - Alice In Chains

I love this song!
:iconflowerdanceplz:

12. What do you think of the person you like?


A Day In The Life - Beatles
... :iconfacepalmemoteplz:

13. What is your life story?

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic(!) At The Disco

:boogie:

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?


Meet Your Master [Remix] - Nine Inch Nails

... I swear NIN isn't the only thing in my Windows Media Player... and I'm not an A$$-Hat! :X

15. What will you dance at your wedding?


6 Ghosts I - NIN

F*#@!!!!!

16. What will they play at your funeral?

Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band - Beatles

... I'm going to have a Beatles themed funeral! :aww:

I wanted a Beatles themed birthday party, but not very many people were in favor of it. :tears:

17. What is your hobby/interest?

Hey Jude - Beatles

:ohmygod:

18. What is your biggest fear?


Hello Goodbye - Beatles

I'm afraid of people greeting and leaving me. :lmao:

19. What is your biggest secret?

Another Version of the Truth [Remix] - NIN

Fu- :faint:

20. What do you think of your friends?

5 Ghosts I - NIN

Stupid Windows Media Player!!!!
Play another Nine Inch Nails or Beatles song!
I DARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :disbelief:

21. What will you post this as?


I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

:cries: I love you! Don't say you don't love me! :tears:

22. Whats Your fav song?

People Are Strange - The Doors

Yes... People are strange...
Especially when they have Windows Media Player... :threaten:

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I was going to ramble on about a bunch of stuff, but this thing wore me out... maybe some other time...
:sleep:

Tagged... Needles.... Haircut.... Blehhhhh....

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 11, 2008, 1:47 AM
  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Teh Radiozzz!!one!!1!
  • Eating: Nothing...
  • Drinking: Nothing...
T.A.G.G.E.D...

:aww:

I got tagged by these two:
:iconelithranielle::icongatelover12:

"8 Things About Me" and I are getting married! :aww:

(If you don't get it, read these: [link] [link] )
:XD:

Anyway...

Here we go! :D

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* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.

1. In a strange way... I can't cry.
I can feel tears coming but they never fall. O.o

2. I go through these phases where the days seem long and unending, but then they seem short and... short. :|

3. I daydream alot... it makes up for the social life I don't have. :XD:

4. When I try to sleep, I lay awake for 15 - 30 minutes before going to sleep.

5. I always feel like somethings wrong, like I have an upset stomach or I've got a headache.

6. I love the smell of cigerette smoke. :paranoid:

7. My dreams often revolve looking for a person or an object.

8. I can't eat chewable medicines. I have to swallow a pill.


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I ripped this of of these two:
:iconelithranielle::icongatelover12:
(I love their icons! :love:)

Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. [No cheating!]

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
Hmm... no one comes to mind... I'll just say it's my crush and leave it at that. :aww:

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
A mountain lion... :fear:


3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
I stare at it while shaking... it eventually walks off.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. how big is it?
It's a pretty small house. One kitchen,a living room and a bedroom... the bathroom is an outhouse. :o

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
No... it's in the woods. Anythig that can get near the house without a fence will get to the house with a fence... this is the woods ofcourse so a fence would be an annoyance.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
It has one chair... and a notebook and pencil is lying on it.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A mug. Kinda thick, not as thick as they usually are.


8. What do you do with the cup?
I just walk past it.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
A creek. It's water level is very low. It is so low you can see the creek bed clearly.

10. How will you cross the water?
Walk through it.

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
Aww, how sweet! My crush is the most important person in my life! :aww:
But how does he feel about me? :blushes:


2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
O.o That's not good... mountain lions are kinda big! :fear:


3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
I'd love to see my face when a problem comes up! :lmao:

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
I must be lazy... :sleepy:

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
People aren't welcome at all times! :noes:
I really wish people would call before they barge in and eat all my food! :X

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
How sad... I'm generally unhappy. :(

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
What relationship? :?


8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
O_o I must have a bad attitude... :O

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
I have a sexual desire the size of a creek? :o
Now that's something to brag about! :D

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
I don't expect to just walk through life!
My sexual desire was so small I could walk through it!
It isn't like I could build a boat to cross a creek that shallow!
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N.E.E.D.L.E.S...

Okay, earlier I was in my room and I stood on my bed to put something up when I felt a pain in my foot.
I though,"What the frick was that?!"
Then I remembered one day I was sitting on my bed and a needle that was in the matress kept poking me (I have no idea how, but needles keep getting in my matress).
All of a sudden, my weight shifted on my foot even more and the pain got worse.
I moved my foot away from where the needle was and sat on the bed.
The needle had only poked into my skin and it didn't get stuck in my foot, but I needed peroxide and I couldn't find the bottle that was in my room.
My Mom looked in the bathroom for the family's peroxide, but she couldn't find it. :faint:
I had to settle for anti-bactirial wipes and a bandaid. :(
My foot keeps hurting when I step on the floor so now I have an excuse to be lazy. :aww:


H.A.I.R.C.U.T...

On Saturday, I got my hair cut. :aww:
But I was the one who cut my hair! :fear:
At first I hated how it looked, but now I kinda like it.
I hope it grows out soon though, I cut me some bangs, but they won't fall on my face right...
They just curl up and poke my eye! :dead:
I need a hair straightner... :paranoid:

My hair is much easier to comb and wash now. :D

B.L.E.H.H.H.H.H...

My sleeping hours are messed up again. :(

This morning my heart started to act up...

I've had chest pains all day from not being able to burp...

I miss going to my Great Grandma's and talking to her and Aunt Nan...

I wish I could get iTunes to work so I can get my iPod to work...
(I've had my iPod since Christmas and iTunes still won't install on our stupid computer! :X)

My devWatch is at 432! :fear:
I've been working at it, but it isn't going anywhere... :cries:

I keep fighting with my Little Brother...
I think I can honestly say I hate him.
He doesn't listen to anybody and he is disrespectful and inconsiderate.
I could go on and on but it would sound like the stereotypical rant. :roll:

G.O.O.D.B.Y.E...

Anyhow...

'Til next time! :iconflowerdanceplz:
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P.S: I got the mood thingy to work! :dance:
Sorta... it isn't working right, but I can manage it. :)

I'm pestered! :noes:

Whoa... O.o

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 7:43 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: MUSIC!!!! <.>
  • Eating: Nothing...
  • Drinking: Nothing...
I don't believe it... :o

I WON FIRST PLACE IN THE LOCAL ART CONTEST!!! :excited:

I can't believe it at all! :wow:

I thought that maybe it was a mistake, but my aunt said that I really had won first place! :w00t:

But I feel kinda bad... you see, I just finished 9th Grade and my Older Brother just finished 10th, and they judge 9th and 10th Graders together...
And my brother made third place.
But what really kills me is his picture was way better than mine! :(

There was only one other person my Brother and I were competing with and her art was very good! She got second place. :)
I think my Brother's picture was better than hers... :paranoid:

If I could choose who won what place... my Brother would've won first, that girl would've got second (like she did :)) and I would've won third...
But they don't ask for my opinion! :no:

I also won "Best of Show". :faint:

I don't know how much money I'll get, but I'm just glad I'll get to keep the ribbons! This is the first time I've ever really won anything! :blush: :blushes:

And my little brother won second, my cousin won second and her mom won second. :D

I hope to enter again next year. :aww:

I hate to say it, but I have 233 deviations in my devWatch, and I have to go through all of them! :cries:
I'll do it tomorrow... ^^;

I have so much I want to do, but time keeps flying by...

On Saturday me and my Big Brother went to some big shindig with our grandparents and our aunts and an uncle and our little cousin.

I bugged my brother until he bought me a necklace... ^^;
And then it broke! :omfg:

I sat with my Aunt Nan and my Great Grandma and we listened to my uncles play music.
The second they stopped playing it started raining! :ohmygod:

'Twas an awesome evening. :XD:

This morning my little cousin pointed at me and said,"You're a slave!"

...

I have no idea why he said that... :O
Then later he said,"I wish you were a slave."
:lmao:
He is so random. :XD:
He's turning three in August, but he can run his mouth all day! He just talks like there's no tomorrow!
It almost scares me... :fear:

My Aunt Nan said she's going to teach me and my Big Bro how to make paper.
She makes some really awesome paper!
Some of her paper has flowers in it and she uses paper that she doesn't need (like junkmail) to make her paper! :D

My Aunt is awesome. She lives a couple states away, so every year she visits for a couple of months and she stays with my Great Grandma.
She taught me how to make frosting.
It didn't taste bad, but she said it would've tasted better if she had used vanilla. :)

And the Fourth of July is coming...
Man, half of this year has just passed me by! :sprint:

I'm home for a few days, so I hope I can get on the computer more often!
I was going to get on a day or two ago, but the storm messed up Grandma's internet connection. :(

On the 20th, I had a mini anxiety attack.
It wasn't anything major, but it scared me for a second there.
I had one because there were these two women behind me when I was in a resturant and they were standing much too close than I would want them to...
And they were being loud and they started coughing on me! :fear:
I have OCD so it just freaked me out!
I couldn't get away from them because my grandma was in front of me and when we'd move forward I'd keep the one foot closest to them where it was and move the one closest to my Grandma torward the front of the line. That didn't work too well...
The friggin' lady stepped on my foot. :|
She didn't even apologize! She just squacked like a headless chicken and laughed like she didn't notice she totally smashed my foot!
And people wonder way I like to stay at home. :iconfacepalmemoteplz:

That's it! Sorry for such a long, boring, random entry. ^^;
Congrats to anyone who read every single word! :clap:

'Til next time! :iconflowerdanceplz:
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PS: I'm not in anguish right now! :noes:
I'm actually kinda hyper! :D :dance: :boogie:

Quite Hectic...

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 26, 2008, 4:53 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
I think I spelled "hectic" wrong. :|

But today I had to turn in my pictures for the local art contest.
I don't think I can win, I don't know why I'm entering. :(

I need to go through my devWatch...
It's a mess... :ohmygod:

I haven't been on for a couple of days, but this week has been crazy!
And this Saturday there's some county shindig that's going on and I want to go.

My cousins are a headache!
Running around and fighting with each other and fighting with me...
There's only two of them, but they get me so stressed out! :explode:
And people keep thinking I'm their big sister. :iconfacepalmplz:

So far this summer has been nothing but stress, so I hope that something will happen that will make it all worth it. :)

'Til next time! :iconflowerdanceplz:
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PS: I'm
so totally stuck with "Anguish"
as the mood. :cries:

Finally!

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2008, 12:55 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: My family talk...
  • Eating: Nothing...
  • Drinking: Nothing...
I finally got my devWatch cleared! :dance:
It took forever though... :faint:

Whoa, I'm tired. And not because of the devWatch, I got that done hours ago.
I'm trying to stay up because my Uncle is leaving in an hour or so and I want to be awake when he leaves.
So me, my Dad, my younger Brother, my Uncle and my Grandma are up and we're talking all that. :)
But when Uncle leaves I'll probably go to bed. :sleepy:
And I'll probably go back to Grandma's tomorrow. :hmm:

And I'm thinking of getting a new icon... it's just a thought, but I think I might change it...

I've been dying to upload something, but my Internet won't let me! :crying:

I found a four leaf clover on Tuesday, but my luck is still down. :(

And I've been through with school since the fourth and I was told I did well. :icondweebdanceplz:

And I still haven't drawn the pictures for the contests. ^^;
I'll probably get them done last minute or get it done past the deadline. :roll:

But that's it for now. :aww:

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